My Initiations

Since the ques­tion of my ini­ti­a­tion has come up again, let me tell you a lit­tle story about myself by way of anal­ogy. In 1976, I received an unac­cred­ited BA in Gen­eral Stud­ies through Study of Reli­gion and the Whole from Paideia,  a university-without-walls in San Fran­cisco. This was based on my expe­ri­ence with ISKCON dis­cussed through the lens of “A Social Con­struc­tion of Real­ity.” I demon­strated that my under­stand­ing was com­pa­ra­ble to that of a per­son with a BA.

When I applied to San Fran­cisco The­o­log­i­cal Sem­i­nary (SFTSPCUSA), a fully accred­ited school, they accepted me into their mas­ters pro­gram. I took the Grad­u­ate Record Exam­i­na­tion and scored well, had eccle­si­as­ti­cal rec­om­men­da­tions, and seemed like the kind of per­son they’d like to have in their pro­gram since I did not fit their typ­i­cal Pres­by­ter­ian stu­dent pro­file. They wel­comed diver­sity and encour­aged diver­sity of opin­ions in class as well. The United Church of Christ (UCC) wel­comed me with sim­i­lar openness.

On the other hand, I received Harer nam from A.C. Bhak­tivedanta Swami in 1967, dik­sha in 1968, and san­nyas in 1970. Now, some of those who have been ini­ti­ated in “tra­di­tional” pari­vars do not accept these initiations.

In 1974, I received siddha-pranali ini­ti­a­tion from Lalita Prasad Thakur, who accepted me even though he knew Swamiji’s lin­eage was made up because he knew I was sin­cere, deter­mined, and qual­i­fied with no other resort. He never tried to re-initiate me out of respect for Swamiji, just as SFTS never tried to make me a Pres­by­ter­ian and accepted my unac­cred­ited BA. How­ever, those in the Saraswati line do not accept this ini­ti­a­tion or Lalita Prasad Thakur.

This sort of leaves me as a free agent not hav­ing to please either camp. In this way, I can think and say what I please as the Spirit leads me. Aloha.


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