A Vision for Today

I seek to find the essence of the myth and give it a West­ern makeover. I’m kind of doing that in my own mind, but to make a pub­lic pre­sen­ta­tion, I would like to col­lab­o­rate with you and other learned, mature devo­tees who can reimag­ine this. They lan­guage of faith.

I believe the kind of know­ing I have come to depend on is what Bhak­tivin­ode called saha­jia samadi or self rev­e­la­tion. I have not been with my guru phys­i­cally for 33 years, so I have come to depend on my inner guru. I don’t feel there’s much that Indi­ans can teach me about being a devo­tee any more. I learned what I needed to learn from them, and now my chal­lenge is to dis­cover how to live it in my West­ern context.

It’s like Chi­nese Chris­tians depict Jesus and his dis­ci­ples as Chi­nese, Africans as African, Euro­pean as Euro­pean. Radha and Krishna are the ideal young Indian cou­ple. What would the ideal West­ern cou­ple look like and what would their pas­times be? These things can’t just be made up intel­lec­tu­ally, but must tran­scend the intel­lect while includ­ing it in a rev­e­la­tory expe­ri­ence that comes through per­sons like us. Who else but West­ern­ers could pro­duce an indig­i­nous West­ern saddhana?

This requires quite a break with the past, and nat­u­rally a lot of feath­ers are going to be ruf­fled, but I feel dri­ven by my guru’s man­date to preach in the West and to do so in a way that is rel­e­vant to today.

It was while try­ing to remem­ber the pas­times 24/7 last year, by read­ing var­i­ous books of pas­times that are now avail­able, that I real­ized how Indian those descrip­tions were and how dis­func­tional by cur­rent psy­cho­log­i­cal stan­dards much of their behav­ior is. Even from the view point of aes­thet­ics which much of it is based on, much of it is not aes­thet­i­cally pleas­ing today. It’s also hard to visu­al­ize stuff when half of it is flow­ers, trees, fruits, orna­ments, etc. that can’t even be trans­lated into Eng­lish because there is no Eng­lish equiv­a­lent. I very much want to spend eter­nity serv­ing Radha Krishna, but not in some dys­func­tional, anti­quated, Indian ver­sion of Goloka.


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